Wake me up

I’m dreaming a dream and you are in it.
I’m loosing my mind and everybody is watching.
People think it’s so funny to see me fall over and over again.
Every single person in this damn room laughs at me.
But you don’t.
You just stare at me, and in your silence I can understand.
You want me to stand up and face the enemy.
You need me to get the strenght to win this battle.
And as I was someone else, as if something magical was running through my body,
I stand up all right.
I look at the eyes of people for the very first time in years.
And I notice, this is not so bad. They are not that scary.
I see that there was nothing to fear in the first place.
This glorious moment of realization feels great.
I am finally powerful.
So I start looking for my mentor. I look for you everywhere.
But you have vanished. There’s no visible sign of you. And I panic.
I panic ‘cause I know that this sudden bravery is for you and only for you.
And now you are gone.
So once again, the dream turns into a nightmare.
And everybody is watching me fall. Again...
Just one thing I need for you. One thing more than anything.
Please, WAKE ME UP.
Please, WAKE ME UP.