on the bus (with you)

Today it has been a long day at school. I am tired, 'cause we have been having parciales and stuff, but the day is finally over. So I get on the bus to go home. It's really hot, but the windows are opened and the wind feels awesome. And suddenly, you get in. I mean, you, the boy I'm secretely in love with. You! This can't be good, 'cause every time I see you, I start acting like a complete freak. Anyway, I'll be fine as long as you don't see me. My hands begin sweating, and all of the sudden I'm really cold, like it's freezing. And at some point, you look at me. No! I just look around, like I don't know who you are, and your expression is like: 'oh, no, it's this crazy one!'
So at this moment I think I'd like to put my head in the oven, and that nothing can be worst than having you centimetres away from me, but it does get worse!
Two of my neighbours also get on the bus and the moment they see me, they say hi and start talking to me. I try not to think on you, not even to look at you, but it's like an invisible force that makes me do it.
And I just can't maintein this conversation with them. I'm thinking on someone else. And when I'm back (like back in earth, reality or whatever), I hear: 'are you ok?' And I'm like 'yeah'. But me face, I don't know what it would be like, that they keep asking me if I'm allright.
So I just want to get home, but the trip is endless. And when we do get to our bus stop, I see that he approaches to me, and I think 'oh my God, he's going to talk to me!', but he looks at me like I'm in his way. So I move, all confussed of course, and these ladies that would keep asking me if I feel ok. They don't even know what was going on in my mind during that trip.
And I hope I don't ever see you again, at least on the bus. Situation too dramatic and stressful!