So it happened again. Things were going well, pretty well I`d say, and just like this, everything got screwed up, again. Last week it was my dear niece`s b-day and we were having a great time, when suddenly, some relatives of those that you see just a couple of times in your life (or less, if you are lucky) decided to show up, unexpectedly, uninvited. I don`t know how the hell they did it, but when I looked again, there were people all around my home, invading it, acting as if they were the owners of the house. I myself felt like a complete stranger at my own fricking house, for God`s sake! I know, I`m overreacting, but that`s how I felt. It`s unfair that I have to hide at my bedroom waiting for them to leave. Of course, there`s no need to say how much of a monster I feel doing that on such a special day, but the truth is I can't help it. My Mr Hyde comes whenever it feels like, and I just witness its destruction. I can only watch what a hideous person I turn into when this beast is released.
I just wish there was a simple and effective way of avoiding this awful sensation. I wish someone had the answer. I don't want to ruin anybody's life. Honestly, I don't. But how do I mend this? I don't think it's even my fault in the first place. Then why should I get responsible for something that also hurts me? A magical answer, please? Don't have it either, hu? Fuck-
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