she forced me to be someone I didn´t want to be. since the day number one, she put me in a situation that didn´t allow me to think clearly. this intruder showed up out of nowhere, and never went away.
even when I refuse to do it, I cannot help seeing her. everywhere I go, this cgharacter is hidden. ready to attack me. ready to use my weakness as her weapon of death.
this is a professional that we are talking about. someone who has forced me to get apart from my family and friends.
she has managed herself to settle distractions araound me. I cannot let her win, but I cannot help it, either.
up to now, I still don´t know, or understand why did I let her in. how could I´ve been so stupid, so naiv and blind not to see what was going on?
I just want this crazy nightmare to end. I want to erase it from earth. will I be able to do it? is just the dessire of something sufficient? I wish I had answers to these questions that never stop. I wish I could.
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