Nonsense II

24 years old...scared...lonely...eager to love and be loved...narrow streets...happy people everywhere...faces that don´t look familiar...peace...a tall boy...sad face... wrong feelings...stupid anguish...day after day...sadness....serious emptiness...the same boy again...a waste of time...seduction...a crazy game...I´m lost...mortal devastation...a professional pretender...chronic illness...my heart hurts...black fantasies...faith...eyes full of rage...eyes that judge me...red water...I´m drowning...oh, inevitable and bitter truth... I LOVE YOU.......